I try

I try

I try so hard to be perfect for you

I try so hard to be everything you want

I try so hard to be what need

I tried so hard, I forgot to try for me

I want so bad to be perfect for you

I want so bad to be everything you want

I want so bad to be what you need

I wanted so bad, I forgot want I wanted for me

I believed I was perfect for you

I believed I could be everything you wanted

I believed I could be what you wanted

I believed so much I lost my own reality

I loved so how much how we seemed perfect for each other

I loved so much I lost what I wanted

I loved so much I forgot about what I needed

I loved so much I ended up forgetting about me

I try to try

I try to want

I try to believe

I try to love

I try so hard not to need those things

I try to just love me

I try to forget about the hurt

I try to forget about the pain

I try to forget about the other one

I want someone to love me

I want someone to believe in me

I want someone to want me

I want someone to try for me

I try

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