To You My Love

To You My Love

To you my love, I give my heart

To you my love, I give my soul

To you my love, I give my life

To you my love, I give my last breath

It is with an open love that I give these things to you

in hopes that you cherish them with the respect that is due

It is for you and only you that I give these parts of me

for you are the only one the my heart will forever more see

To you my love, I give my world

To you my love, I give my thoughts

To you my love, I give my hand

To you my love, I give all of me

I give all of this to you my love

so that you may see my intentions are above

all those who see to know you

I give all of me to you my love

so that you may know my love for you

and so that you may know what I intend for you

I only want to give the best to you my love

I only want what is best for you my love

I only want what you want for us

my only hope is that it is me you love

1.21.09

I try

I try

I try so hard to be perfect for you

I try so hard to be everything you want

I try so hard to be what need

I tried so hard, I forgot to try for me

I want so bad to be perfect for you

I want so bad to be everything you want

I want so bad to be what you need

I wanted so bad, I forgot want I wanted for me

I believed I was perfect for you

I believed I could be everything you wanted

I believed I could be what you wanted

I believed so much I lost my own reality

I loved so how much how we seemed perfect for each other

I loved so much I lost what I wanted

I loved so much I forgot about what I needed

I loved so much I ended up forgetting about me

I try to try

I try to want

I try to believe

I try to love

I try so hard not to need those things

I try to just love me

I try to forget about the hurt

I try to forget about the pain

I try to forget about the other one

I want someone to love me

I want someone to believe in me

I want someone to want me

I want someone to try for me

I try

1.19.09

Unconditionally

I loved you with an unconditional love

I had thought you were sent from above

to make up for the crazy life I'd had

I never thought it would feel this bad

I feel used

I feel abused

worst of all I feel an ache

that only you could make

how could you cheat like that

how could you break my heart

and make me feel like a door mat

then I think we can get thru this

Love can overcome if you love enough

but I'm starting to wonder if it can

can it deal with you on dating sites

can it deal with you still talking to her

can it deal with you talking to anyone

I don't think you're thru

you say you are

you say you've deleted it all

you say you never said you love her

but then all I do is wonder

is it true

you've lied before

you haven't done anything to get my trust back

you still talk to her

you didn't delete anything

you still hide things

how is it possible to love unconditionally

when everything is closed off

when everything is not out in the open

if something is unconditional

everything should be open

not guarded

not hid

I love you with an unconditional love

yet yours is conditional

you only share part of yourself with me

you only love certain parts of me

you use your love against me

will you open up

will you ever be honest

will you ever tell me the truth

will you ever love me unconditionally

I hope someday you will

1.13.09