Drowning My Sorrows

It's so sick

that I'm an addict

for your love

like you're something to take me above

make me fly so high

and say good bye

to this crazy world

but then I just get hurled

to a new low

like you've got something to show

makes me leary

then my eyes get all teary

makes me want to disappear

and drown my sorrows in a beer

make that many

along with a Hennesy

why couldn't you feel the same way i do

love me and only me

like i do you

why do you need to look for more elsewhere

am i not good enough for you

you say i am

yet you still go looking for them at 2am

what the hell

what is it that I need to sell

my life, my soul

but that wouldn't be enough

not for you

it tears me up inside

it feels like you've lied

you tell me you're not out mingle

but then on your site you say you're single

it's a mystery

how you really feel for me

i call you my bestfriend

but what voice do you lend

when it comes to me

and how you'll be

you say you don't trust

but you're the one who's full of lust

I've worked on my trust

even tho you never were just

about your cheat

and think you have me beat

well you don't

and you won't

I still love you

you say you still love me

you offer small things to prove it

but sometimes there's just more to it

i'm losing myself inside of emotion

wishing for an ocean

to just swallow me whole

and take it all including my soul

7.7.09