Heartbroken

HEARTBROKEN

4.23.09

I ache

for my heart is broken in two

part for me

part for you

so many tears have been shed

so much pain and agony

and all the thinking in my head

I just wanted you to be my dream come true

and everything just be me and you

I wanted your heart, soul and mind

I wanted everything to be just right

if only I'd had insight

to your heart, soul and mind

maybe this day you would still be all mine

I feel as if I share you

not with your boys

but with others who can't possibly know you

not in the way that I do

I've seen your pain

I've seen your joy

I've been there when you felt as if you were destroyed

I'm here still going thru it all

with you

with me

hoping everything will be

ok, alright, just fine

hoping with time it will all be true

like it was in the beginning

I miss the passion

I miss the warmth

I miss the love

You say its there

but you don't show it

how am I supposed to know it

how am I supposed to feel

when it feels like I'm being drug under the wheel

torn apart

into shreds

my whole life is something I now dread

I look into everything

hoping I'll find a key

the answer to everything

but instead I just find myself wishing

wishing for that life we once led.