Hurt

Hurt

I see you from a different view

Every time it's got something to do

with you needing more

what it is that you need more of

I don't know, I give you all of me, all of my love

what is it that I don't provide

Every time I see you on that site

it makes my heart hurt and my chest pull tight

It makes me wonder

Do I not do enough

When push comes to shove

I try to give you everything

maybe that's the problem

I give you to much so you go to them

so you can find something different

You make me want to pull away

You make the ends of my heart fray

but i love you too much to let go

what do I do with this pain I feel

I guess I just have to learn to deal

with the fact that I'll never be enough

I'll never be enough to satisfy you

I'll never do for you whatever it is that they must do

it hurts so intensely

but I guess you'll never understand

and you'll never stop even if it's what I demand

I hope you know you're hurting me

ever so intensely

it gives me self doubt when you do this

and you just brush it off and leave it amiss

to you its nothing big

but to me its crushing

even if there's no touching

it hurts

it hurts me so intensely

it hurts me from the inside out

it gives me nothing but self doubt

can't you see it's making me feel like dirt

can't you see the hurt

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